And now for something different

My main use for this blog is to put my created videos up and as this is my main vent forum that is great. But today I just wanted to type, so I am going to :)

Quite funny really when you think what makes you think, remember times gone past. At 41 I think I have entered that time where I could possibly made more memories than those to be made, kind of makes you think.. But what makes me think; remember at the moment is fact that my dad Trevor McCammon is on his way off this mortal coil so to speak.

He's been ill for some time but this last week is now basically looking very ill and doctors have removed all medication except for morphine. So it really looks like days now rather than longer - and to be honest if most people saw him they would certainly think that.

At 68 he's not really as old as many people and really only been collecting pension for a few years. Smoking is what did it so as people know. But anyhow, this situation is one of those that will make you think; remember those times gone past.

So many years of memory to go through, from when I was a kid to adult life. Thing like how we never had much money growing up but my parents always tried to give us a new toy each week - even if something small. I remember my dad giving us items on many occasions. And I believe that has rubbed off as I like to be like that with my own child.

As I say too many things to remember, and of course there are always bad times. But for the best part of it I would hope he is remembered for the good things. Certainly I will be remembering that way, and venting my thoughts in a video at some point.

But as I say I just felt like typing today. He is one that really has no presence on the internet (same as my mother) so hopefully some note will be here and there. Let is all take a note from book and try to live a happy life always joking where possible and not letting it get you down. I know must have been difficult with 4 kids :-)

And to those reading this who's parents are healthy, just enjoy while you can as these are the memories you want.